it's a miss

Oh! It's the first try but a miss and normal period is coming. Sad but hope for next month and the pregnancy game continues. When to do it again is a critical decision now unlike in the past!! Maybe God has better plans for the next one. Have to start using the thermometer this weekend.
A friend who is always having problems with guys and paying for their debts never fails to amaze me how she always has the money to pay for them. Jokingly, I told her that should she feel like throwing her money. let me know 'cos I got tons of things to buy in Tokyo! Some women tend to attract the loser guys. It reflects level of self-esteem? Sigh.
Praying again that another case will be closed soon. It's going to be a quiet Dec with no plans for celebration of any form. Maybe I should create something special for him rather than having him planning usually. He must be sick of doing so.